Friday, August 3, 2012
2012 and I am Fifty! That can't be right.............
So, here I am again after a long absence. A few things have changed, I am now going to school and getting my credentials as a Medical Billing Coder. Still being a Nanny in the meantime to help make ends meet. My daughter is attending ARTEC and learning about all the behind the scenes stuff that goes into making movies. ARTEC is a non-profit and for $25 a year it's a great opportunity and better than a 4 year degree in the arts. She has been offered paid work now, so now when the opportunity arises, she will be able to do that. So excited for her. I am so proud of her. If her Dad would be here, he would be thrilled. Speaking of my late husband, it is going to be 6 years on August 13th that he was murdered. I wish I could be the grieving widow that I was a week after he died, but I can't. All the betrayal that I discovered after he died just killed the love that I felt for him. I still feel smidgets here and there of what I used to feel, but it is more an emotional memory than a current feeling. I still wished we had divorced and he was still alive. That Viv had a father around, but for whatever reason, things happened how they have happened and here we are living and surviving without him. I have finally settled down with a great man and Viv is crazy about him. I say settled down in the sense that we have been together almost three years and I have no plans to date anyone else. He's the one, just waiting on him deciding that I am the one too. I am losing weight and finally going to take off the extra lbs. Goal weight is 125 and I hope to get there by the end of January 2013. Something tells me that 2013 is going to be a huge year for us. Well here's hoping that it will be a great year.
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